This topic, so overrated. People write about it, people talk about it, they say they feel it but do they even understand it? I mean really? Who gets this complicated feeling? You can say you're in love one second and change your mind the next. Possible? Yes, very much because we all got twisted with love and never understand it.
I can't wait to fall in love. Or shall I say, I can't wait for him to tell me he feels the same way. Or shall I say, I can't wait to be in love. I'd like to write my very own love story. I've been drowning myself in some other people's love story and yet never having my own. Pathetic really. I've been dreaming of my "a thousand years" moment and well, I am stuck at dreaming. Honestly, I want it to happen soon, fast. People can't stop pressuring me. I get that I have not much time but what can I do if Mr. Destiny failed to send over my Mr. Right? He keeps on giving me this Mr. I'm not quite sure what we are. Pathetic again.
So here's a story...
I have imagined my "a thousand years" moment. I have it planned. I just need the other half of the story. Unfortunately, this other half proved to be
1) a failure, to me, to himself, to his family. He still doesn't know his story. He is lost. He needs direction. He might have needed me but well, I gave up. I let him go. But I am still lurking at the sidelines, but I don't know if he should be in my moment, in that way. I guess he should just be a bystander.
2) unsure. very unsure. And yet, he had his own surprise and made his "a thousand years" moment a surprise to everyone else, me included. And I was left in awe. And they were all hurt for me while I was not. He didn't deserve to be in mine. It wasn't meant to be.
3) not yet here. I am still waiting. He is still looking. I am still dreaming.
So there's a story. A boring one to note but well, that's my love story for now. I hope I could write a longer one; one with a happy ending. I can't wait to write one. ;-)
