Monday, June 3, 2013

Self Note

Dear Heart,

There you go again. You are, once again, making a fool of yourself. You are, once again, liking someone who does not look your way. Have you not learned? Have you not been broken so many times only to be broken again? I don't know. You never learn. You think on your own. You never rationalize. You never look at all angles. You just like someone and eventually fall in love. How crazy can you get? I know I can't blame you. But I believe, we've had enough of this unrequited love, haven't we? We've had enough of this falling for someone you can never have. We've had enough of crazy circumstances. Why not find someone who loves you and love them back? Why can't you?

I know this sounds crazy but hear me out please. Give yourself a break. But then again, go and love. It's your right. It's our privilege. What could we do wrong really? That's just how we love, right? But sometimes, we have to give ourselves a break. But then again, we are happy this way, aren't we? Loving someone from a far. That's just how we are.

Fine. I give up. You win. Love him anyway. I love him too.

Sincerely,

Your crazy self