Dear Future Love,
Alas!
If you are reading this, probably, or rather, finally, the odds are now in my favor; the universe has conspired; the world has found me worthy. So I say thank you: for finding me, for taking time to find me, for not backing out when you saw me, for knowing me, for knowing me more, for knowing me beyond this persona, for being you and for being with me in this "us". Yes, that latter one is cliche, mushy, corny, but let me. This matters. You matter. We matter.
I have always believed in happy endings and I have always said this. Now I know, there is no happy endings, only happy ever afters. Thank you for making me realize that when it comes to us, I will never anticipate how we will end but how we will sail through the rest of our lives together. I know, that sounds a little too corny but trust me, this thing we have, gives me the liberty and the right to be. I used to believe that love does not need to be corny. Well, I know now, it needs to be because through corny thoughts and words can we show each other how much we mean to each other, how much we love, how much we are here, together; this was a mistake I've done in the past, holding back. Well now, there is no holding back. I will let myself fall. Not only that, I will let myself be the corny person I need to be just so.
Now, it's all just pristine, beautiful. So I guess THIS IS LOVE. Yes, that right there is corny-ness at its peak. But I will let that pass.
Honestly, as I am writing it now, I am more fearful than giddy. I am afraid that no one gets to read this or no one gets to be the addressee at all. That's just. I can't imagine life without you, or maybe, the thought of having that one person that sees me and loves me for me. But I am giddy, believe me I am. But I truly hope somebody gets to be the recipient of this letter. Somebody. Someone. You.
Yes, you.
Thank you.
I love you.
And here's to more mushy and corny love letters like this.
And as to right now, I wish to see you soon.
Love always,
Yoy <3
