Pain

I wish this pain
Meant I am living
Well, it does.

Only,
It also means
I'm dying;

Slowly,
Daily,
While I pain.

I hurt.
Of finding you,
Of losing you,
Of not holding on.

I will live
Through this pain,
I know.

I'll wake up daily
And go through life,
Like it never happened.

But that would only be my facade;
That would only be another character
I will portray.

Because the me that is pained,
Lives on inside.

Because I am pained.
I am hurt.
I am living.

May You

May you
Find the one
Who will make you smile
Like smiling was the only thing you knew.

May you find the one
Who will make every morning
Worth waking up to.

May you find the one
Who will make every moment
Worth living for.

May you find the one
In me.
But if the one
Isn't me,
I hope that the one
Will love you
More than I do.